Hello, you may call me HaPPyDoG, for that is what i am. this is my blog. and my shrine.
9/10/26 i will be the way i am forever. its not like im sad about this, im just trapped here. im trapped as the person i was when i was 13. that part of me will always be present, and ill always go back to my olde ways. ill always feel this way. ill always be that same edgy bastard. i feel comfort in this. comfort in knowing ill always have this specific part of me, the part of me that was clueless and depressed. Seeking attention in any way i could. Though now i do regret, i cannot rewrite my own story.
9/9/26 im a dog, i am, do you trust me? its not even entirely for sexual reasons. i want to be a dog. put me in a kennel, collar me, take me on walks, pet me. I want to be tamed. i am feral and i want to be tamed. I Need it. I dont like other people. i dont. i want to find one person i like and devote my whole life to them forever. I have my close group of friends, but theyre all i need. i dont want to make any other friends. especially in real life. or do i? i dont know. sometimes i feel like i want to make friends. but i also dont. i dont like other people, theyre too complicated. i wish i could truely understand everyone around me. i wish i could be anon in real life. i dont want anyone to know my name. thats what i did at school today. i said "you dont need to know my name." when i was introducing myself. i felt like an edgelord, but my wishes are my own wishes. i dont want people to know me. im so complicated. can someone tame me?
wip